He’s Gone ….

Posted: May 19, 2011 in Uncategorized

This is not a fictional story. This is reality. All the raw emotions out there. I love him.
God knows I do, I care for him and I would do anything for him. All the others were douchebags. They simply didn’t get me. The first one took me for a ride and cheated on me while the second one took my heart and chopped it into pieces and threw them back at me. But this one .. I think he’s the one. He simply gets me.
I love him. I can’t lie and I can’t sugarcoat it. We have been friends for two years and we have been going out for 7 months. 7 months is small compared to my other 1 year and 6 month relationship but the 7 months were way better than the 1 year I spent with the other one.
He’s leaving. Not dumping me. He’s leaving. We met here in AUN and now he’s graduating. I would like to understand why this is happening to me. Why the best thing to happen to me has to go? This is some kind of a sick joke? As in, the only thing that kept me sane, the only person I could trust, has to fucking graduate!!!! Yes!!! I still have a full fucking year ahead of me in this school without him! What kind of madness is this?
I love him and it hurts. I watched him. I looked at him and wondered what was gonna happen to us. He doesn’t believe in long distance and I don’t too. But God know that even with a LDR, its not enough for me. I need him with me. I need him to stay with me. I don’t understand what I will do without him.
This is not a story. This is all pure raw emotion. He’s leaving 2moro morning on first flight and I become a single woman.

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Comments
  1. […] last post was about him and how angry felt with the world for doing this to me. Well, i really can’t […]

  2. pornjers says:

    First tym of comin hre…..and iwas nt disappointed!* lovelywriteup!* will be checkin back soon!* 🙂

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